its been soo long since i updated this thing that i couldn't even remember how to do it.. maybe ill get in the habit of doing it more often, but i probably wont as nothing interesting happens that often..

i find this site too bright for me to write anything overly personal here.. maybe i should turn the lights off in my room..

ahh eat it.. i don't feel like doing this anymore

So I was supposed to start to learn buddhist mediation today, so I can calm my nerves, but it ends up not working into my schedule. However, I intend on learning how to meditate on my own. I need to do something because I can't really sleep at night. I'm wound up like a snare drum or something...

This past week kind of sucked pretty bad. I had a couple events that changed my life quite a bit, but like the Beatles have said, "Ive got to admit its getting better. Its getting better all the time." Its getting better because friends are always good. I have good friends.

Tomorrow (Thursday) I am doing nothing, so if you would like to do something just ask me. However, no one will probably read this, so its ok. I might go see pretty girls make graves tomorrow night, but I don't think I have anyone to go with. Again you want to go just give me a call.

I love you all!

Check out what I'm reading.. Damn right its Star Wars!!